as.i.do

I never thought I'd feel this way for you. It was just meant to happen, as I can't undo everything I've said to you. All the words I used to tell you how far I've fallen. It may kill me, but I love you. I couldn't stop if I tried. Every moment spent in your arms races in my mind, plays with my heart. It's just hoping you will keep it safe. Because it trusts you. It needs you. As I do.

user

To everyone here, I am a user. Not of substance. Of people. They say I drag two boys along and pull at their hearts. Now that I realize that they are right, I feel as disgusted with myself as I ever have. So pull away now, before I use you too. Before I take your rights and your heart, destroy them, and leave you in as much pain as I find myself in now.